I look like crap. I feel even worse than that. What is wrong with me? I am an idiot of the biggest kind. My brain has failed me. Common sense has fled. I feel darkness swooping in on me and I am powerless to fight it off. I don't think I even want to try. I am going to just sit here and let it drown me.

I am tired of this lonliness, and sadness and hurting. I'm tired of being me. I'm tired of getting up every morning to face the lonely day. I'm tired of my life. I'm tired of life. I'm just so fucking tired.

*I am worthless sounds compared to all your perfect words*
*I'm dying inside and nobody knows it but me*

Amanda

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