I met the Animal
I'm so lazy tonight, and on top of that I'm feeling quite happy. C came out on Friday and we went to Tim Horton's and then ended up at Rupert's house, which was interesting, to say the least. Then on Saturday I went to C's house for supper and the Gushue's were there as well. That went much smoother. I liked his mom and his brothers, especially K, haha, what a cutie! After the supper, Rupert, C and I went to Tim's and after we dropped Rupert at home we went back to Tim's (our favorite place to be apparently!). Then we came back here. It was quite a lovely evening. Now the weekend is done and I'm here by myself in my jammies being lazy!
I see in you a sweetness.
Something so genuine
it breaks my heart.
And when you speak
I hang on your every word
and know in my heart that I can believe them.
When I close my eyes I can see your face
and my heart jumps a little
at the thought that you may be
thinking of me too.
Words we whisper
so small
Fill me up and sustain me.
The darkness envelopes us
and we lie close
and sleep.
*I pray that it's raining on sunday/stormin like crazy/we'll hide under the covers all afternoon/baby whatever comes monday/can take care of itself/cuz we've got better things that we can do/when it's raining on sunday*
Mandy
xo
Sweet Eeyeore Was Hugged and Kissed on 9:51 p.m..
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
I can't stop smiling
I can't stop thinking of you
You with your shy smile
and nervous laugh
and your beautiful eyes.
Brown so intense I feel I could step into them
and nestle safely in their warmth
and be content forever.
Your gentleness amazes me
and I close my eyes
and feel your breath in my hair
and your heart beating against my cheek.
Steady rhythm, in time with my own.
The world has faded away.
No one exists in this cocoon but me
and you
and I smile
and snuggle closer
ever closer
and breathe you in.
*you are the sweetest thing i've found since whenever/you're the only way my time is measured/you might be the silent type/but you're advertising louder now/it's crazy how you're killing me/...woo, cause i like to look at you yeah/and i love that smell on you...*
Mandy
xo
Sweet Eeyeore Was Hugged and Kissed on 4:33 p.m..
The Weakness in Me
I'm sitting here, thinking, wishing, wondering.
People can be hard to read.
Their faces reveal nothing.
But then their words, ever so subtle,
tell you just what you want to know.
And you feel a warm rush
through your belly
and it creeps into your cheeks.
And you smile your widest
and laugh, laugh harder than you have in weeks.
Then the laughter fades
and you look at each other
strangers almost, but not quite
and you fall silent for just a moment
but it's ok
because you know that at any minute
laughter will hit you again.
Harder than before.
And it's all so new, so thrilling.
And surprising, if you're honest with yourself.
Love still lingering in your heart.
Wanting to push through,
But you can't let it,
You can't let it bring you down.
You can just remember
and hold it close
and kiss it goodnight.
And sit here
With hair that smells like coffee.
And cheeks still warm from that smile.
And you kiss it goodnight.
*if I choose now/I'll lose out/one of you has to fall/and I need you....and you/...are you so strong/or is all the weakness in me*
Mandy
xo
Sweet Eeyeore Was Hugged and Kissed on 12:12 a.m..
