Monday, November 29, 2004

(Naked!?) Alone Time
Hey Everyone!

I hope you all had a great weekend...I know I did. On Saturday I went shopping in Carbonear. I had to get my Rory Boo a birthday gift. He will be 3 on December 12! I can hardly believe it. When I first started babysitting him he wasn't even 2 yet! Oh my...he's my little cutie :)

Lynette's work Christmas party was on Saturday night so I had the house to myself while she and Chris went and got drunk as skunks!! hehe! I ordered chinese and had some wine and watched the first five episodes of "The L Word". It was the absolute best relaxation evening. I enjoyed it very much. Then, I slept in until 12 on Sunday :) The first real lie in I've had in weeks. Life is good!

I ordered two movies on Amazon for my mama as a surprise! She is going to pee in her pants! "Meet me in St. Louis" and "Little Women"...the ones from the 1930's and 40's. I remember when I was little, during Christmas mom and I would lie on the couch watching them. They don't come on anymore...and mom and I don't lie on the couch anymore. Maybe we can start that up again :) She's been talking about them lately. I can't wait to see her face when I give them to her.

By the by...I wasn't really naked...or was I?!?! LOL!

Take care of yourselves Sweeties. Talk soon. Ta ta for now.

*meet me in st. louis, louis, meet me at the fair. don't tell me the lights are shining anyplace but there*

Amanda
xo


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Friday, November 26, 2004

Out of the mouths of Babes
Hey hey!

So I was getting Nolan ready to go to the bus this morning and I turned side on to him for something and he looked at me and said "You look smaller. Are you losing pounds?" Cracked me up! I went to put on my shoes and he said "Are you sure your shoes won't be too big. You are smaller!!" So, he got a big kiss from me. Nolan doesn't mince words. He tells it like he sees it! Later this morning Rory and I were hanging out and he decided he was going to Tim Hortons to get us some coffee. He designated the kitchen as Tim's and I could hear him out there ordering us "warge double doubles" That boy loves his coffee! We had 9 warge double doubles! Oh my :)

I am too excited. My Amazon order came yesterday. I now have my "L Word" season one! And the soundtrack! I was absolutely in my glee yesterday. It felt like Christmas :)

I really wish I was going to Town again tomorrow. I so want to go back to the Zone. I wonder if that hottie chick with the lip ring will be there? I bet she'd be fun to kiss...

I went to the bank today after work and the girl I have the biggest crush on was there working! *blush* She's so pretty. I wish I had better gaydar! haha!

Saw a Tea Party video today. Haven't heard a song by them in ages. I think I might break out my Tea Party cd! Have a little sing for myself!

So, I'll talk to you all later. Have a great weekend! Ta ta for now.

*if i desert you now, it's just to make you see. i want you to be free...i want you to be free from me*

Amanda
xo


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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Waltz for a Night
Sitting around...wasting time.

Watched a movie starring Ethan Hawke and Julie Delpy.

She's a beautiful woman. Beautiful voice. French accent.

This day flew. I'm feeling bored. Feeling restless.

I've lost some weight. It's nice. I feel healthy. I love my hair.

I miss St. John's. I miss Janice. Can't wait to go see her.

Love these choppy sentences. No unnecessary rambling.

Waiting for Saturday. Sleeping in as late as I want.

Goodnight all. Talk soon. Ta ta for now.

*let me sing you a waltz. out of nowhere, out of my thoughts*

Amanda
xo


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Monday, November 22, 2004

The Zone Rocked Baby!
I'm back again from another weekend in St. John's. I must say, I had a better time this time! Stayed with Pammy and Steph in their room at Res. That was an experience! I've heard before how tiny those rooms are, but I never imagined they were THAT tiny!

Pam, Steph and I went shopping at Old Navy and had lunch at McDonald's. Getting the bus was so strange. It's been ages since I've been on a Metrobus, and I'd forgotten how it is to try and get somewhere and have to get transfers and get there an hour or more after you leave home!! It was actually kinda nice. I miss living there.

We got some beer and Mike and Lesley came over for a little bit. All of us were feeling pretty good. Then Pam and I went to the Zone!! :-D Oh my! So many hot dyke-ish chicks were there again. Pam and I danced for about three hours straight. Saw Denise there (met her last weekend), and danced with her. Mmm...she's a hot hottie hot hot!! ;-D...and I danced with another hottie chick named Jen(n). She has an earring in her lip. Absolutely delish! I had the BEST time there. So impressed with myself. For my first time "cruising the clubs!" I think I did ok! I grabbed some chicks ass at the bar! *giggle* It was so fun! Some poor girl was walking by us on the dance floor with a beer in her hand and another woman raised her arm as she was dancing and hit the first girls beer. It fell out of her hand, broke on the floor, and soaked my foot and leg with beer!!

Got back to Pam's at almost 4 in the morning and ended up sleeping on the floor! Man, the floor is not so comfy once the alcohol wears off and you can feel your hip bones jabbing into it! haha!

Stopped in to see Aunt Ollie on the way home :) Oh, she's a little cutie. I could bite her! As I was leaving she said "where's my kiss"...I want to take her home with me. She reminds me so much of my nan :)

And there ends my awesome weekend! I can't wait to go back to the Zone! Take care of yourselves Sweeties. Talk soon. Ta ta for now.

*look at your watch now! you're still a super hot female!*

Amanda
xo


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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Can I get a wha wha?!
Hello All!

What's on the shake?? I am here eating some chicken from KFC. My appetite has returned it seems! lol! I'm over worrying about all that shit from last weekend. I'm better than that. I've had an epiphany! A divine manifestation if you will! For too long I let all those feelings take me over and bring me down. I was hoping for something that I knew was long over but just couldn't get the courage to let go. That courage kicked me in the stomach on Friday night, and I've decided that I will no longer make a fool of myself over someone who doesn't deserve one ounce of me.

So, I'm headed back to St. John's on Saturday. Pammy and Steph invited me in to stay with them for shopping and drinking and hooking up! hehe! I'm very much looking forward to that. I can't wait to spend some time with the girls.

So, I'll write again after the weekend I suppose. Let you all know how it goes! Talk soon. Ta ta for now.

*if i wanted to i could do anything right, i could dance with the devil on a saturday night....i wouldn't have to be in love with you*

Amanda
xo


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Sunday, November 14, 2004

Water
I watched your car drive away until I couldn't see it anymore.

Same as always.

Everything's different but nothing's changed....

*i lost my friend near the water. and i loved her though she left me. she smiled, she kissed me, she swam away. and i loved my friend near the water. she loves me.*


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Weekend
Went to Town for the weekend. It was an interesting experience to say the least. Had an ok time. If it weren't for Lesley, Jenn and Sheldon it would have been shit. You three are sweeties. Thanks for making the weekend bearable. Thanks for the flower Sheldon. Made me smile.

Talk soon. Ta ta for now.

*i'll crouch beneath the boat i'll learn to breathe. when i fall asleep i want to die in water*

Amanda
xo


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Saturday, November 06, 2004

Oh the Wind
Hello Everybody

I really don't have a whole to write about tonight...just felt like I should write something! My god it's windy. I went to Carbonear today with mom and I swear we almost blew away! At one point I tried to get out of the car and couldn't get the door open because the wind was pushing it closed! And, oh my hair! It's my number one complaint about wind...it really messes with the hair :)

My Christmas shopping is almost done. I have two more people to buy for. I'm so impressed with how early I have my shopping done :) I absolutely can't wait for Christmas to get here. If it were up to me my tree would have been up and decorated about two weeks ago! Last week when we had that first little bit of snow we turned on the Christmas carols. One flicker of snow was all we needed to see! So, it sounds a lot like Bing around here :)

I have been trying for a long time to work up my nerve to cut my hair, and I finally have made up my mind to do it. *wrings hands* I'm not getting it cut off or anything but I'm a little nervous about how it will turn out. I have it pictured in my mind but my haircuts rarely end up the way I picture them! Wish me luck!

That's about it for now. I guess I'll be talking to you all later. Take care of yourselves Sweeties. Talk soon. Ta ta for now.

*the things we won't do for love. i'd climb a mountain if i had to and risk my life so i could have you. you, you, you...*

Amanda
xo


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