Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Beautiful as You
I feel backward
and clumsy
Yet you never comment
In your eyes
I am beautiful
I am perfect
I am you

You breathe me in
and memorize my every curve
Trace my cheek with your finger
my lips with your tongue
my heart with your love

Went to WWE RAW on Saturday night past (May 12). Robert and Chris and Jordan went as well. I had the most fun. I'll never find the words to describe it. It was a surreal experience. We managed to take some amazing pictures. Our seats were so close to the ring! John Cena was literally, about 25 feet from me! I can admit that I lost all inhibitions. I was jumping, and clapping my hands and screaming with the rest of them :) best.time.ever.

Summer feels like it's coming so quickly. My time with Rory is slipping through my fingers. I'm truly going to miss him when they no longer need me. June is all I have left. What will I do after that....

I've become addicted to Facebook *hangs head in shame* I swore I wouldn't join, and now, here I am, everyday checking it and doing surveys. Oh my! But I've gotten back in touch with a friend I knew when we were playing house and school when we were 10 years old! I hadn't spoken to her in 10 years or more and now she's on my friend list. I guess I can't complain about that, right?

I'm off to Town for the long weekend. C's birthday is on May 29 so we're going to have some birthday celebrations a week or so early. Fun times.

*Is love by chance or seduction/all that I have are vague assumptions/of what love must be like/what love must feel like/Tell me what does it look like/is it as beautiful as you*

Mandy
xo


Sweet Eeyeore Was Hugged and Kissed on 12:43 a.m..



Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Colors Seem to Fade
The stars are watching
I hide my face
My bright smile
My twinkling eyes
Lies
Infuriating sadness
Inconvenient truth
Swallowed down
Buried deep
But I'll dance
Under the moon
and the watchful stars
Who
As always
See the truth

It's been a while since I last posted. I can't seem to get my thoughts in order lately. Something else always comes up or I get lazy. Same old same old. I've been spending a lot of my weekends in Town these days. I've been dating someone...Chris...and we've been hanging out and getting to know each other. He's a great person and we've been having fun.

And I've been shopping lots. I bought a new digital camera that I'm super impressed with. We have tickets to see WWE Raw (wrestling!) next weekend and I plan to get some pictures of my hunky men :P I'm quite excited to go! I'm expecting to have an amazing time.

I think that's it from me again. I had a bunch to say but it all seems to have left me. Take care of yourselves.

*I never meant to make you cry/and though I know I shouldn't call/It just reminds us of the cost/For everything we've lost/Bad timing that's all/And maybe soon there'll come a day/When no more tears will fall/We each forgive a little bit/And we both look back on it/It's just bad timing that's all*

Mandy
xo


Sweet Eeyeore Was Hugged and Kissed on 8:43 p.m..