Thursday, September 22, 2005

Flu
I haven't updated in a while, though I keep meaning to do it. I've had the flu for about two weeks and I'm only now starting to get over it. Between work and being sick I've just been so tired. And, to top it off, B is sick too!! It's what he gets for spending the weekend with sickly me! He says it was worth it. He's so very sweet :)

There hasn't really been too much excitement around here lately. Amanda has been here a few times with prospective renters to look at the house, and she's finally found one. It's unbelievable how quickly the end of the month is creeping up on me!

I'm really looking forward to this weekend. I could definitely use a sleep in, and my Sweetie will be coming to stay with me. I just adore him and spending time with him makes me so happy. I start looking forward to Saturday night cuddles the minute he leaves me on Sunday night to go back to Town. Oh my...

***Lesley, I understand your SATC addiction...I have one too! I absolutely love that show and the four girls. I've gotten so involved in the characters, it's almost like they are my real friends! I've seen every episode from every season a bunch of times. I make sure to watch it every week on TBS and now, thanks to B, I own the first two season with more on the way! (bless his boots!) It's a little disappointing to know that "Bigs" name is John. I figured it would have been something much more exotic, but oh well! I'm glad he and Carrie get together in the end. Though I did like Aiden as well...oh my!!***

That's about it for now. Take care of yourselves. Bye bye.

*Wise men say only fools rush in/But I can’t help falling in love with you/Shall I stay/Would it be a sin/If I can’t help falling in love with you/Like a river flows surely to the sea/Darling so it goes/Some things are meant to be/Take my hand, take my whole life too/For I can’t help falling in love with you*

Amanda
xo


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Sunday, September 11, 2005

Home again, Home again
I'm back from St. John's and I'm super lonely! I had a great time with B last night. We went to the mall for a few hours and then went back to his place and just hung out and ate snacks and watched tv...and pretty much stayed up all night :)

We came out to my place for a few hours today, and then he had to go back to Town. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself all week. It can be quite boring here at times especially at night. I do love being here by myself for a couple of hours after work though.

It is so so cold tonight. I actually turned the heat on in my bedroom...cause lord knows I'll be cold in my bed!! It'd be nice to have someone to cuddle with to keep me warm...I hope the weekend comes quickly!

Take care everyone.

*you could almost touch heaven/right there in front of you/liberty just slipped away on us/now there's so much work to do/oh the door that closes tightly/is the door that can swing wide/oh no/oh no/not expecting to collide*

Amanda
xo


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Saturday, September 10, 2005

Cancelled
The Tea Party concert has been cancelled due to some emergency. I'm a little sad. I was really looking forward to going. I've had a crush on Jeff (the lead singer) for years!! It would have been nice to get a look at him in person! Oh well...hopefully the concert will be rescheduled or something.

I'm going to St. John's for the night anyway and staying with B :) I can't wait to see him! It feels like it's been forever since I last saw him, and really it's only been since Sunday! I think I'll get him to go to the mall...it won't seem right if I'm in Town and don't visit the mall!

BB tonight! I was so glad when Janelle got HOH the other night. I am so into that show. I never miss an episode! I'm torn between the three women as to who I want evicted. I want each of them gone for different reasons. It would kick ass if Janelle got HOH again next week and was guaranteed to be in the final two. Oh my, I'm rambling on about a tv show!

September seems to be scooting by. Before I know it I'll be back at mom's. It's going to be a change for sure. I'll survive it. I'm tough!

I should go get some lunch and then get ready to go to St. John's :) Have yourselves a great weekend.

*with nothing to do you'd waste away/obscure in exile/they've witnessed the times/you've gone astray/who's fault? now you're thinking/there's nothing to prove/a message from the crowd to the shore/and it feels now/just like heaven's coming down*

Amanda
xo


Sweet Eeyeore Was Hugged and Kissed on 11:54 a.m..



Thursday, September 08, 2005

Because of You
My first week of work is almost done. I'm looking forward to this weekend so much. I can't wait to go to St. John's on Saturday so I can see B :) I miss him. And the concert is that night, so it should be a good time. Rory and I are right back into our routine. He's being all cute and telling me that he loves me and giving me hugs and kisses. I'm telling you, even though I detest early rises, I don't mind getting up in the mornings these days just because I know I'm going to spend the day with him! He's growing like crazy and he'll soon be 4!!! He's such a great kid :)

I must say, I'm really enjoying living on my own. I love coming home after work to an empty, quiet house. I can turn the tv on to what ever channel I want and there's no booming music and I don't have that contrary person to deal with! It's just so nice. Pretty soon I'll be back at mom's. I've been trying to prepare myself for it and I think I'll be ok. I know Paul is going to bug me, but I'm going to TRY to not let it get me down (at least not all the time!). Then, when June comes, we'll see what happens. I may just move back to St. John's!

The only thing I don't like about being here by myself is how lonely it is at night. After a few hours alone I start wanting conversation and cuddles! And I hate cooking for one. It's no fun at all.

Oh man...did anyone watch Oprah on Tuesday and Wednesday? It was about Katrina and it was so so sad. I cried my eyes out. I hadn't really been following the news reports and I had no idea things were as bad as they are. Some of the things that the mayor of New Orleans told Oprah were horrific. Even when they're fighting for their lives people do sick sick things.

I'm gonna mosey on. Take care of yourselves. Be safe and have a great weekend!

*i watched you die/i heard you cry/every night in your sleep/i was so young/you should have known better than to lean on me/you never thought of anyone else/you just saw your pain/and now i cry/in the middle of the night/for the same damn thing*

Amanda
xo


Sweet Eeyeore Was Hugged and Kissed on 7:44 p.m..



Monday, September 05, 2005

Wake me up when September Ends
It's officially my last day of summer. I'm back to work tomorrow morning bright and early. I don't know how I'm going to get back into the routine of getting up at 6:40. I'm so used to sleeping in super late! I'm going to be tired for a while I bet!

B left today to go back to St. John's. We had an excellent week here. We ate snacks, watched tv and movies, went to supper at K's house and went to mom's. We lazed about and had a lovely time. Nothing beats cuddling under a blanket with the person you love :) I'm a little lonely here without him now that he's gone...but it's a short week and I'll be seeing him again really soon, and we'll be going to the Tea Party concert!!! And B, sweetie that he is, made me a picture to bring to the Hidden Treasures store to have a Tea Party t shirt made. I'm so looking forward to this concert.

I soon have to start packing my things and I'm not really looking forward to it. You don't realize how much crap you have until you have to pack it all up. I am looking forward to re-arranging it all though when I get to mom's.

I think that's it from me for now. I'm going to go on and watch some tv, waste some time until it's time for bed! Lesley, I read in your blog that Mike got his call and is gone. Congratulations to him and a HUGE HUG for you. I know how sad you feel but don't worry, it'll get better...*hug*.

*i close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone/all my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity/dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind/same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea/all we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see/dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind*

Amanda
xo


Sweet Eeyeore Was Hugged and Kissed on 9:44 p.m..



Friday, September 02, 2005

Rory Boo
I was back to work today. I had such a great day too! I love those boys to death. They're so sweet and so cute and so bitable! :) Rory is my little man. He kept telling me that he loves me and giving me hugs. He even asked me to sleep over! He offered me his parents bed to sleep in...he said that they could sleep at school...haha! Now I have a long weekend and am back for the year on Tuesday. I can't wait to spend my days with my little Rory Boo :D

Chris and Lynette moved out yesterday. The house is in such a state...everything is everywhere and it's so messy. I'm actually looking forward to going back to mom's (a little!). Dad's doing up the basement for me and Andrew. Putting down new flooring and a new ceiling and dividing it into two bedrooms! With walls and everything! Now I'll have privacy when I'm there which was one of the big things that was turning me off of going back. I'm staying here until the end of the month though. It'll be different...I've never lived on my own before.

B is here with me now. He's staying until Sunday or Monday. So at least my first couple of days alone aren't so lonely, ya know! I'm looking forward to spending a lazy weekend with him. Maybe we'll watch some movies and tomorrow night is chinese food and Big Brother! Hanging out with him kicks ass! (lol!) We like so many of the same things. It's lovely...he's lovely :)

It's so rainy and humid today. I think I'm going to melt. I can't wait to shower later, though it'll probably be a waste of my time. I hate showering in this weather. I feel so grimy and uncomfortable. Thank god for my gigantic fan that my dad bought me! Bless his boots!

Anyhoo, I must be off. Take care of yourselves and be good. Bye bye!!

*oh, when you're cold/i'll be there to hold you tight to me/when you're on the outside baby and you can't get in/i will show you, you're so much better than you know/when you're lost, when you're alone and you can't get back again/i will find you darling, and i'll bring you home*

Amanda
xo


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