I am loving the rain we've been having these past few days. The sound of it is so peaceful and calming. I could sit forever and listen and just think. And that's just what I've been doing. My sadness has improved a little since last week, but I still can't seem to shake it all. It's following me around like starving puppy. I've been getting lots of hugs and kisses and adoring looks from Rory. There is nothing like the sweetness of a child to make you just want to break out the smiles. I love him to death.

Had a sort of party here Saturday night past. About 10 people were here...drinking, laughing. Of course, it was all couples.....and me :( I played some drinking games and got oficially drunk as a skunk! I was feeling no pain, and it was nice for a change. God bless white russians in a tall glass :)

So, I'm off again for another while. Talk soon. Ta ta for now.

*Are you so strong, or is all the weakness in me*

Amanda
xo

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