Breathe, just breathe
Has anyone heard the song "Breathe(2am)" by Anna Nalick? It's the greatest song. I adore it. I'm enjoying the solitude of the house tonight. Listening to my songs and singing as loud as I want. These times are so few that I feel like I have to take advantage of them. There's always at least one other person in the house with me and when they're all gone I feel like a kid in a candy store. I'm not sure what I should do first! Today I decided to update and sing!
I feel so alive these days. Summer is coming, the weather is warming (sometimes!), and I feel free. Free to do as I please. Free to fall in love again. Free to be whoever I want to be and not be scared of what others will think. To be unafraid of them calling me a hypocrite, or ashamed of myself because I'm not doing or saying what others expect. I haven't been myself in a long time. Moving past the issues of the last year have been difficult but I've emerged triumphant and strong and a better person.
I feel lighter. My heart feels happier, and my memories have faded from the front of my mind. They're stored in the back now, fuzzy and pleasant. I'm feeling great!
Take care of yourselves. Be happy...be content.
*2 am and she calls me cause i'm still awake, can you help me unravel my latest mistake. i don't love him and winter just wasn't my season*
Amanda
xo
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