I have been having such a good time lately. I feel younger than I am (lol), and I can't even remember the last time I was in this great a mood. Every morning I wake up and I am happy (despite my lack of sleep!). Compared to the last year (when I was so hurt and sad), these past few weeks have been amazing.

I'm so surprised at how feelings can change and how thoughts can change. A few months ago even, I was still so angry and messed up about things, and now I have been able to let so much go. I am even ok with the fact that something I thought I wanted to last forever has ended. Perhaps it was for the best anyway. I can see that now.

I love all the time I've been spending with P. I really miss her when she's living in Town. I went to her house last night and we walked and walked...and talked and talked...and played on the swings in the playground. :) Then we went out for coffee with S.

Yesterday was Mom and Dad's 26th wedding anniversary. I have a great respect for any couple that can stay together for that long. Any couple who has that much patience and love for each other is amazing indeed. I think it's lovely and I hope I will be so lucky.

Take care and be good. Hug someone you care about! :)

*how could this happen to me, i've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run, the night goes on as i'm fading away, i'm sick of this life, i just want to scream, how could this happen to me*

Amanda
xo

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