Thursday, September 08, 2005
Because of You
My first week of work is almost done. I'm looking forward to this weekend so much. I can't wait to go to St. John's on Saturday so I can see B :) I miss him. And the concert is that night, so it should be a good time. Rory and I are right back into our routine. He's being all cute and telling me that he loves me and giving me hugs and kisses. I'm telling you, even though I detest early rises, I don't mind getting up in the mornings these days just because I know I'm going to spend the day with him! He's growing like crazy and he'll soon be 4!!! He's such a great kid :)
I must say, I'm really enjoying living on my own. I love coming home after work to an empty, quiet house. I can turn the tv on to what ever channel I want and there's no booming music and I don't have that contrary person to deal with! It's just so nice. Pretty soon I'll be back at mom's. I've been trying to prepare myself for it and I think I'll be ok. I know Paul is going to bug me, but I'm going to TRY to not let it get me down (at least not all the time!). Then, when June comes, we'll see what happens. I may just move back to St. John's!
The only thing I don't like about being here by myself is how lonely it is at night. After a few hours alone I start wanting conversation and cuddles! And I hate cooking for one. It's no fun at all.
Oh man...did anyone watch Oprah on Tuesday and Wednesday? It was about Katrina and it was so so sad. I cried my eyes out. I hadn't really been following the news reports and I had no idea things were as bad as they are. Some of the things that the mayor of New Orleans told Oprah were horrific. Even when they're fighting for their lives people do sick sick things.
I'm gonna mosey on. Take care of yourselves. Be safe and have a great weekend!
*i watched you die/i heard you cry/every night in your sleep/i was so young/you should have known better than to lean on me/you never thought of anyone else/you just saw your pain/and now i cry/in the middle of the night/for the same damn thing*
Amanda
xo
Sweet Eeyeore Was Hugged and Kissed on 7:44 p.m..