B left about a half hour ago to go back to Town. Sunday's are so hard. I miss him ever so much when he leaves. He doesn't really live so far away and I see him every weekend, but as soon as he's out the door the silence overwhelms me. It pushes me down and sits on my arms and legs and leaves me helpless and unable to move. I wander around and tidy imaginary messes in an attempt to keep myself busy so the lonliness won't envelope me completely. Another Sunday almost over. Monday starts the week anew. Six days will idly stroll by until he comes again.

Tuesday (Jan. 17th) is our little anniversary again! Seven months. This is most happiness I've known. I'm in a great relationship with someone I adore and who adores me. We get along so well, we have so much in common. He gets along great with my family (and they like him!!). I can't stop smiling. All is well :)

We had a lovely weekend. Shopping and visiting Gus at the hospital (he's doing much better), and going to Jungle Jim's for supper. The rest I'll leave to your lively imaginations! Chris and Lynette brought us some pics from Laurie's wedding. They developped beautifully.

*restless little one/comfortable and warm/let me fall apart/crippled in your arms/...are you there?/do you read me?/are you there?/i don't feel you anymore* - Are You There - Foo Fighters

Mandy
xo

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